I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

You say you’re gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why’d you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can’t stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn’t have to

And I feel so mean, I feel in between
‘Cause I’m about to give you away

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (am I making a mistake?)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (all the time that we wasted)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girl, friend

I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

I’m about to give you away for someone else to take
I’m about to give you away for someone else to take

We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we’ve been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I’m going to die
I know I’m going to want you and you know why
It’s going to kill me to see you with the next girl
‘Cause I’m the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl

But I should have thought of that before we kissed…

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

[Intro]
Baby,I know your hurting right now but dont worry
I’ll be your superman

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i’ll be there everyday
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I’m gonna love you until i die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i’m gonna love you
When no ones left

[Verse 1]
Come fly with me baby
Yeah i’m the one with the S on my chest
Forget about your ex
He dont know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he dont treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See he’s like your kryptonite
I came to give you that strength so you can leave him behind
You can start all over just press rewind
Cuz he dont understand that your one of a kind
So sweet so sexy and just so fine
I’ma fight till my death just to make you mine
I’ma never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
Girl your like a hidden treasure and i promise to love you
From now until forever
Oooh para siempre mija
Te promento te voy a amar
Hasta la muerte

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i’ll be there everyday
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I’m gonna love you until i die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i’m gonna love you
When no ones left

[Verse 2]
I’m the type of guy that will stand by your side
To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes
I’m the one you hold when your nights is cold
The one that stays near to fight away your fears
You aint gotta be scared
See i’ll put an end to your ex
No more beating you up or pulling on your hair
See i came to save the day
A man like that shouldnt treat you that way
And i dont understand why’d you take that route
Look at yourself, your beautiful inside and out
You need to drop that zero, uh
Let me swoop you off your feet cuz i can be your super hero
Do you follow my lead?
I guarantee you baby, i’m all that you need
See you can change your plans
All you got to do is call on me and i can be your superman

[Bridge]
Will you be by my side for the rest of my life (For the rest of my life)
Will you love me till i die

[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can (oh yeah, oh yeah)
I can be your superman (superman)
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i’ll be there everyday (ooh you promise)
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I’m gonna love you until i die (till i die)
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i’m gonna love you
When no ones left (oh yeah)

[Outro]
No ones left
Till no ones left
Till no ones left
Gonna love you
Gonna love you
My superman
My superman

I got all moved in to my new place. It’s great. All I need is a couch and to finish up a few things. I hope this works out well. I really hope it does. I love him, I really do. I hope he loves me just as much. I hope all the things he says are true.

Anyway… I got a couple prank phone calls today. People are stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Also, a couple recent parties have ended badly. A shooting at one and an almost-fight at the other. I kind of want to start staying home. As long as I have my two boys I should be fine, right? I hope so.

I have such great hope for this. I’m just scared.

Been feeling pretty good.

Thank goodness for locksmiths.

When I hear Kings of Leon, something inside of me lights up..
But it kind of makes me want to cry too.

I’m going to miss seeing them live by about a week…
Oh well, I’ll try to make another show.

Everyone has to think I’m weird, which I don’t mind. I just wish they would accept and love it.

Silence. Waiting. I hate the idea of waiting, because I can be impatient. Watching time pass. People come and go. As you sit, still, in the moving world. I waited for them to get me. What I didn’t know at the time was that They were having troubles of their own.

“I want the thirty dollar room, that’s what was advertised. I don’t have one hundred and thirty dollars in my account.”
“I’m sorry, sir. We have to have a one hundred dollar deposit, then it is thirty dollars for the room.”
He made the management aware of the situation.

I saw the blue car almost immediately, as I had been watching so many shades of white and beige vehicles pull in. Backseat. She told the story of Him and the delay. He laughed and threw in his point of view. I watched the city around me as we drove. Do I want to leave? Should I stay and let it finish seducing me? The tramp wanted in but I was scared. Scared to fall.

The room was like the ones I saw in movies. I pictured us in the movie where we did the things they did on the screen. She’d be giggling, He’d be giving, and I’d be witnessing.. drawn in to experiment by the drops of music sent in through my eyes, my tongue. I could imagine myself riding the waves as they came out of the speakers. I wonder what life would have been like.

As I sit, I start to think. What else is there to live for, besides the moment? With the world going on around myself as I sit… still. Observation can be beautiful. I wonder why I don’t appreciate it more often. Absolute relaxation in that riff flowing through my body, to my heart, and back towards you. Though far, I can feel.

On the ride home, I thought of life and subtle quirks. Blue Men. In the taxi, I swear. They’re here. In this town. They perform, I’m not absolutely insane. I never thought I would see one. I did meet one in person… he wasn’t in Blue though.

He sped up and I couldn’t see anymore. She laughed. I missed something again. The lights drew my eyes in. They’re temporary. This place is built for temporary. Come in, get off, get out. I got off. I’m ready to get out.

As I sit now, I see the reflection of my eyes. I see a growth again. This is just another stepping stone. I’m ready for my next. Where does the path lead me? Where will I be, and what will I do? What will be the next choice? I close my eyes. Back to the music. My clouds disintegrating, I become manic again. Inhale. Exhale. I must ride this one out further. I cannot step off yet. I must wait.

Goodnight.